I've found my bread crumb!

 

I've lost my way, and think I've found my bread crumb. After attending class tuesday I've felt empowered again! And my mind is back to thinking I've conquered already.

Keeping your mind in state of it already happened its "non fucking negotiable” is a power I've never realized I already practiced. After my accident I couldn't think of any possibilities occurring for me. Now I'm gaining strength confidence lol all in a short period I just needed to hear those words.

It’s like when we know were being foolish but we can't stop, but it’s when someone who may not even know you, comes up and say "hey I sense something isn't right in your life and your doing something you should walk away from". It hits you that moment! The foolishness you knew has just been truly revealed in front of your eyes.

 Basically I've conquered my loneliness completely... not really, but enough to get back to my happy place. I think to myself I will have a boyfriend and he's going to be great then I start seeing all the loving things were going to do. I can't wait! It becomes no longer a want I already have him! how we'll meet, is the mystery.

 Now when I see couples my initial thought isn't "ugh!" More like awww my boyfriend looks better; I can't wait to get to that point. Basically I'm tricking my mind.

Sounds crazy I'm going around thinking my man is better but I feel confident again in my beauty and the fact that there is someone out there that will want the whole world to know that I'm his!