So I have to come into work all next week and honestly I will be the only person on my floor. WHAT DO I DO??? besides my plan to play hide and go seek with my co-worker who will only be with me wed-Friday, I believe I will find myself doing one thing I tend to do, when I’m bored and alone.
I tend to Google black models....weird...I don’t think so... I just love comparing their features and the poses that make such a great shot!
I wonder even now as I’m writing this, what features do they poses that continues to get them scouted & work... I thought well maybe it’s because there features are so close to those of Caucasian descendants. But then we have models like Alek Wek they look as if they are from our African descendants.
Either way they are beautiful and if I find myself hating its only because they are in the position I wish to be! Isn’t that what’s hating is all about? Basically wanting something the other person has? Jealous emotions, I'm not a repeated offender in the "hating" department.
As they say haters are the motivators, and it definitely makes me want to get out there and get it! Now the question is do I actually get up and go....fortunately I have a pretty dam good career going and i am scared to drop all that for a career when I never know if I will make.
Till then I will continue to Google the other black models and wish to be amongst the search
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